I am so tired of being strong
I am tired of being there for everyone yet no one is there for me
I have given so much that I have nothing left for myself
I am tired of pretending am okay
I am tired of holding back my tears am just letting them flow
I wont wipe them again Let everyone know am broken
I dont mind it
am getting comfortable with the voice that screams inside BUT THEY WILL JUDGE YOU
It seems my body has started to resist now I just want to sleep forever ....... No commitments ...no more hurting ......no nothing but the thought of what my friends and family will go through is keeping me from ending things . So i guess am stuck in this loop we call LIFE with nothing but pain and exhaustion . Fan fact even if I was to end it now I was already dead before all this .
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