Is it my turn yet ?

 

" The stronger the soul the bigger the role ,the greater their strength the heavier their weight"

I have always been forced to be the bigger person and to be honest am exhausted of this fact. I am  always feeling like am getting less benefits from a pact I didn't even sign up for .Am tired of living life guided by rules that are bended for others and not me .I am tired of others being excused but its wrong for me to get a break . I am tired of asking if its my turn .

When do I get my turn ?When do get to be worth the wait ?When do I get to be understood and not understanding ?When do my requests get to be seen as necessity's and not excuses ? When will my bare minimums get to be unseen as demands? When will be treated well instead of the usual "you deserve better"? When do I get to sit down while somebody else stand up for me? When do I get my win?

When do I get to be loved for being me ? arrgghh 😫😭I am tired ,exhausted of waiting for my turn .

Is it coming ? or should I keep on gathering strength to continue being the BIGGER PERSON .