When the scar speaks🥺

I refuse to believe that time heals all wounds, the wounds never heal we just adapt to either nurse them or accept living with the trauma caused. People will tell you just move on, just forget about him. They say it as if it's easy as walking or blinking but I want to ask how am supposed to forget someone who fed your delusions and turned them into reality, someone who made you live in the fairy tales you watched as a child. How am I supposed to forget the memories,' just move on '🥺How am I supposed to forget about him? Let me nurse my wounds because I can't unlearn loving him.