I tried fixing things each time hoping it was going to work. I kept choosing you time and again each time hoping you would choose me back. But now I have realized that I can't keep fighting for us and you are not, I can not continue loving you into loving me back. I can not make you stay since that decision is yours to make.
All I ever wanted was for you to show up for me. I wanted to hear that you still wanted to continue and fight for us because if am being honest I am at the end of the rope, I am tired of questioning if am worth your love. I have run out of ways to make this work am just exhausted. I have learned that I can not stay with someone who is not sure of me and though I still love you am ready to lay down our love. From here I promise to be braver, I will stop believing that I can make this work , I will stop believing that you will choose me , I will stop believing that you could fulfill my delusions. I will stop Chasing you .
I will rebuild myself with the little undamaged pieces I have left and I hope that next time I will be brave enough to walkaway .
I just wish you FOUGHT FOR US .........
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