Dear anxiety,😮‍💨

Dear Anxiety,
I hate you for erasing every ounce of normal I had in me .'act normal, you look weird, they are laughing at you. That's what you do to me. I am tired of chanting am okay in my mind and your voices chant otherwise. I am tired of worrying that if I lose my mind it means I lose everything  . Is it funny how you are the only thing that takes my breath away? Yes, because I can no longer explore new things because you are everywhere. I was told that anxiety resides in your mind but you are residing over my entire being. We have been through a lot together but it doesn't give you the chance to feel entitled to my world. I just want a day without worry, without gasping for air. You took everything away so I do not think this is too much to ask.

Sincerely, 
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